I, becoming a desert isle

 No, I cannot be who I am not.
I stand by what I already said: I need a friend.
Let me say it again -- this time, with tears! -- I NEED A FRIEND.

Find a friend in God?

But I am not all divine: only the soul in me is.

And part of me is human.

I am a soul within a human body.

Love Divine must be personified.

That Love is personified in Jesus, you say.

And I agree.

But why is He hiding Himself from me?

Treating me like an enemy?

Promising me without end?

And promises are still promises to this day -- I am not seeing the fulfillment.

God, I am lonely -- without friends, without You!

I am an isle.

And I am in the midst of an ocean of its deepest blue.

The loneliness in the human me is worsened by the loneliness I have in my soul.

An isle of desert, I am becoming!

Does anyone see how lonely I am?

Can anyone understand?
Words cannot comfort me -- but letting me speak out the depth of the loneliness of my entirety: body and soul!